Abandonment sucks!!!

Sometimes explaining how you feel can be the most terrifying thing in the world not to mention difficult. For that split minute or two you become self centered and selfish in some ways probably fulfilling everything you never wanted to be. The hardest thing about coughing up feelings is over coming your pride. It don matter though cuz yoll ain gon never no exactly how I feel.. [LOL] On de real though I been basically dumped lately though. Mabe dumped painting the wrong picture but my bestes friend in da world practically done away with me[of with his head ole Englishman voice]. Yeh jed its like we was straight kool keeping in touch and all that good shit and den its like bam can hear from ya at all jed thas bad hey? I admitt sometimes I be busy as hell and cant return calls but i don never get no messages any way txt could read any time.. So since I know her bf don like me I don't push the issue.. Good friend right.?. I still a little disappointed in her though but i guess she caught up in everything that he is. Wish you the best but I still wan't my friend back some day.
Or am i askin to much?

I mean I think I was good to her as a friend, brotha..
Then that leads to another topic "What's with these emotional insecure niggas in nassau nah days man"..

I guess its only me.. Wen ya ain gat no game ya gatta be like that aye.. N e way that chapter finished. Friend if you read this remember my arms are always open phone lines always open if ya need me!!!..(waiting)