The Adventures of Antz

I was listening to music and A song for mama played and the memories rushed to my head so here go's *deep sigh* *inhale..... Exhale* I MISS YOU if i may like the last day in april the mind n body is fine but the soul just ain't able If life's a casino may I cash in my chips Cuz u left me with your memories and not one kiss Putting pieces together the bits and bits. You not here is pain I can't explain. Seeing your face wen people speak your name. September comes September goes memories of you is all i know. All i see and all i hear. God i wish that you were here. They see me striving not knowing my drive. While thoughts of you are left in side. But every so often my engine breakdown. I visit a place where green is brown. Food lose taste and music is dull. Each tear i shed is a token of love. These rivers i cried should show you how much. how deep and how wide your absence have left me. Open to whatever as long as its right. oh what I would do to have you in sight. Leave...

How it go yoll? Miss me? I Know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I was talking to one a my Ladies ( Ladies= Female friend) she was like bey ain't no woman wan no punk. That statement right there spark the whole question of what women really want but instead of asking that question straight up. I decided to take a different approach and design a question that involves that and a couple other aspects to see how ladies of my age group would respond. I think this should be an eye opener to fellows who may read. Even though I know mostly ladies read my shit appreciate it ladies. So this one is a must read gents. Instead of just talking and boring you with my thesis', conclusions and results I decided to allow you see the responses as they were typed by the participants themselves. This ain't only for the fellas doe it's for the ladies too. I would like you to observe some of the comments and see if some of the reactions were n...

Hey world wassup??? Straight to the point.. I'm driving life's highways doing 90 mph and suddenly we reached a roundabout and the question is where to now? At some point on life road trip we all arrive at the point were we begin to question the man / lady above. [ call me sexist now lol ] Questions like: Whats next? ,Where to know? Whats my purpose? What should I be doing with my life? They all are very valiant efforts to decipher the encrypted text book that no man understands completely. However, life's a big game of remember the faces[ remember that metaphor] so if we pay attention to the people and things that happen around us it won't be as hard as it may seem. We ask God to help us find our way in life and ask him to show us his ultimate plan for our lives but it's already on display all we need to do is follow our gut feelings every step of the way. My Personal Experience From as long as i could remember clearly I always told my parents and family members I...

Sometimes explaining how you feel can be the most terrifying thing in the world not to mention difficult. For that split minute or two you become self centered and selfish in some ways probably fulfilling everything you never wanted to be. The hardest thing about coughing up feelings is over coming your pride. It don matter though cuz yoll ain gon never no exactly how I feel.. [LOL] On de real though I been basically dumped lately though. Mabe dumped painting the wrong picture but my bestes friend in da world practically done away with me[of with his head ole Englishman voice]. Yeh jed its like we was straight kool keeping in touch and all that good shit and den its like bam can hear from ya at all jed thas bad hey? I admitt sometimes I be busy as hell and cant return calls but i don never get no messages any way txt could read any time.. So since I know her bf don like me I don't push the issue.. Good friend right.?. I still a little disappointed in her though but i guess she caug...

I entitiled this one hey because as you may know i bin missing for a while a lotta stuff to talk about but i must take it in strides and just begin to let you guys know how happy i am to be bk at the computer typing away... I missed the feeling honestly i think the break was a lovely thing found alota things out learnt alot about some people some things are heartwrenching and some makes you feel all warm inside but reguardless i'm still holding firm[ i man lockz gettin longer still.] lol Um over the past few months alot have changed... graduated from some outlooks on life and stuff like that and thats great.. but this is pose to be short so i'll kut it here and get at you in another post. hope you enjoy my page and much love to the readers.. Peace and 1 LOVE Ghet Animated Stay Tooned

Hey everyone!!! How yoll doin? ..... Hope yoll strait Lets evaluate the signs of the time. Things have changed drastically in the space of two midget years. High school is done college has started a new era in our lives as so to speak. Some people adjusted and some were not so gifted with the skill to adapt and evolve. Some people went off some stick with local college like me! Some could not wait to get out of their parents houses' to go ballistic. For some change is the best thing that happened in their life for others change is the cocaine that ruined it. Living so concealed in their lies and puppy dog high school shells that they totally forgot to prepare for the real test. The test that would make or break them. See most people came out of the 12th grade with some sense of directory and other were oblivious to what was to become. Some took life by the horns and some let life take them for a ride. It's funny how you really fins out what true friends you really made while i...

Hey Screw the sweet intro thing I'm pissed.. So..... I thought study hall was supposed to be like C.O.B' s way of saying hey guys get to know your fellow colleagues within the Athletics department!!! But i guess it's not so it was there way of Tossing us in the slammer and miss placing the keys for two hours and four times a week if i may add to the pain. How u expect to put people in a class with other people and expect them not to get to know each other this is an outrage..!!!!! That really ain bother me the wibe is they have someone Watching over us like we is lil children dread u might as well just put a bib on me and feed me Gerber... [banana of course] Like and the thing is the girl who does be inside there is be super cool. but this one was a real Bitch.. She prolly need servicing. Old rusty machine hmph... Like me and ma boi come lil late due to certain circumstances rite. so we try sign in for 2:00 and it was like 2:20 and she wudn let us sign in for 2 dread.. L...

Good morning world. And i feel all warm inside why??? Hmm i don't know.. Maybe because i just shaved my face.. Man and it felt so gooooddddd! It all started from Physics class doorstep was cracking jokes saying" why won't cut ya hair bey?" I was contemplating on it for a lil while but just never follow through but today i overcame the fare of my barbers chair and the sweet aroma of oil sheen was once again my drug of choice. Sweet talking my sense of smell and making me crave the scent everytime it walked out the nostril. So I guess the rasta chants may stop because i don't have the facial hair any more but.. i don care.. cuz it felt so good.. feel like a new man right about now.. yano. like i've been free from captivity or somthing i break out from the detention center type happy. lol People now days gat some balls dread *one drunken fat ass nigga gen get mad cuz i didn wan let him get a shape up before me* At this point i'm like wtf? Err?? I bin waiti...

Hell all!! Wat you'll sayin? U wan know what i sayin? yoll ain ready for that yet.. LOL... I hope yoll alrite doe. I trying my best to keep my blog lil current ano. Keep this breeze fresh like that Zepher that ZNS talks about.. The same Zepher that blow hatian escape vessels into the shallow shores of Inagua and depending on how strong she blowing even Nassau. LoL Good old Northern wind flow... But for real.. Dis one for all the girls that i possibly could of had and i just slunk dread. Cuz every time i talk to some of yoll i just have to wonder bey what if dread.. yanno. like it could have been a good thing.. Was that the one? Is that the one? u know random thoughts like that. SO Yeh !!. I like bein a good Samaritan today bey who ever read dis like for real bey don slunk no more bey i usually don give a rats tale but like some times ya mind does wonder ya cyan have a don care attitude all day.. nah 18 out of 24 ain bad at all. LOL know wa i mean but for real jed... i wish that i c...

First of all Seasons Greetings to my readers and everyone out there on the web.. The latest blog post is about something that really spooked me and i think if you experienced it it would probably freak u out too.. Or maybe i just scary!!!!!! I was on my way home after a hard day at work ( painting for my auntie ) i was in a rush to get home to freshen up for class that evening but for some strange reason i stopped at a store ran by my family to hail them while i was in the area and i began to talk with an acquaintance of mine. So we begin talking and after about 4 minutes into the conversation. A lady walks up to us and ask if we could spare a quarter. Nice fair skin looking lady seemed very nice looks as if she couldn't hurt a fly fine voice and all..(fine as in high pitched) So i checked my pockets and found a quarter and gave it to her so she proceeded to ask the gentleman that i was speaking with so he politely said to her. didn't you ask for a quarter as to imply: why are ...